sigh..
02.18.06 (3:49 am) [edit]Went for an interview the other day..only to know that the batch has been filled up...some of us might be considered for another batch...well...i wondered...something i am familiar with...no matter what i do..there's always a stumble block...be it ppl....or watever i do...mayb it's already set up in my head as such or what i dont know...ppl are trying very hard to change me...lolzz...they say i am too out of focus that i need to change my appearance...then only i'll feel good...well i thought about things that i feel i need a change...n i guess i need a haircut...lolzz...:p...going facial...dressing up to look good for other ppl aint in my book of thoughts...i dress up when i feel like it..if not ...sorrylah..hehe..i know...i am a pain in the ass...even if i have to...mayb to make others happy....i guess...i wanted to write about something in here...i just can't remember what i wanted to write in here....was it about thaipusam...hmm...i guess so... mayb i'll add in more about my thaipusam experience this year laer...ate too much...am stufed up.....