big fat mess...
10.18.05 (4:15 pm) [edit]as always i end up in trouble...been like a zombie without any direction for some time...i guess ever since i graduated...i just dont know wat to do...n it's been nearly more then 2 years down the road...n am like still pretty lost or i am afraid to face the reality...i dont know...this i dont know line...seems like a tag line for me this days.....:(....duh!...
recently i took many unpaid leaves....well it seemed like i had no more leaves entitled....n now they're telling me that i do have....n i need to have MC's...or watever effing supporting documents ....well if i had known earlier i might have proceeded...to obtain MC's....but i thgt it'll be unpaid anyways so i didn't take any...lolz...stupid of me...now what am i gonna do...i could have saved some days from being unpaid...hehe....but guess i just blew it out of the window....my life is out of proportions these days....sigh :(
well sent out sms blasts to friends....requesting for the add's n all...n they smsed me to ask ..wther i'm getting married....bleh!...i just wanted to send out some greeting cards if i have the mood to do so...n i ended up knowing some of them...at least around 5 of them are getting married by the end of this year....lolzzz.....talk about a surprise..a sweet one i guess :)
posted by: Me (reply)
post date: 10.31.05 (4:17 am)
2 yrs ain't anything. I've wasted eight yrs of my life and still don't seem to be getting anywhere.
They say when the 'right' time arrives, everything will fall in place. Paappom.
posted by: malaveena (reply)
post date: 11.03.05 (5:38 pm)
i havne't updated in here for sumtime...been reading other ppl's blogs n journals...hmm...dun worry thachi...u'll be fine :)