thinking of...
10.07.05 (12:05 am) [edit]well thinking off meeting sum one this weekend....a long time fren...an online fren ...whon i had not met before....whom has asked me out for coffee for god knows how many times well for the past 5 years...well i guess this past one year..was rather...frequent?....hmm...if he's free...guess i'll meet him this weekend...if i dont change my mind that is and if he can make it back to KL that is...well he's a pretty bc man..studying...
well was in the hospital...well..been visiting hospital's like nobody's biz...have had appt's n still have appt's n it takes time n i dont have the patience...well wat do u expect from general hospitals....be if outpatient or specialist...same old two weeks theory unless i am definetily in a if-u-dun-treat-me-i-will- be-dead-mode...is diff story altogether...well i can unnerstan..i guess the volume of patients....are just too high....
well if i have the money the private shldnt be much of a prob?...duh!...am sick n tired of walking to the hospitals anyways....each time they send me back...i'll be thinking ...dont u guys ever put a big bombshell on my head one fine day!...i'll make sure i'll rip the hospital apart!...:p...diff docs...diff documentations...diff treatments...diff medicines....diff this..diff that...well i might just shut it n stay at home....but the nurses are kinda nice...thgh i think i had a snob of a doc today...boring!...i didnt feel like talking...n i was just a snobbish as him...till he finally cooled it a bit.....well when he saw my bp was slightly high...mayb he realised i wasnt joking? wat da ...well of course as i have been sleepless for sum time or irregularly sleeping....n having muscle n vein n joint pains...of coz..my bp will be irregular...but i dont give a damn....am just sick n tired of this shit!