Mystic

why?

da headache begins!

da headache begins! hmm...got a call from the assistant manager today..he asked me to go back to answering calls..just got a promotion a small one 6 days ago...now back to the same shit...hehe....well still in the same dept...but back to answering calls....well the volume is kinda high...n i guess some ppl just resigned..coz they cant stand the pressure.....n i got depromoted....lolzz...mayb i just didnt perform up to expectations or watever...but he asked me for a favour...well wat the heck...i dunno how long this temporary back to old shit will be...

guess i have alwiz taken this job for granted or i am just down right bored with this job...i am not interested n e more....coz i dont really care ..n i know i am under performing some times...n since i am the biggest illachavayan in town...i dont get anything...well i get trouble for free....since i dont open my mouth n speak my mind out...mayb ppl just take me for granted?.....aaa.....am sick n tired of answering calls...n in the technical dept...it is just totally unfair...in the same dept...they have two teams...one to answer calls like robot...n the other...so called senior staffs...just follow up open or pending cases....bleh!....well seniors have to answer calls as well if the volume is just unbearable.....i thgt no more night shifts...now i have one week morning n night alternate....after soo long i thgt ....gees....no more till 12 midnite....well....wat the heck...night shift is the worst ...well...less ppl...n unbearable amount of calls....well...time to seriously...THINK about my job!

duh!

duh!...my spoilt monitor...gees...is getting on my nerves...n it will soon spoil my eyes as well....hmm...on leave today n tmrw...as usual....saran asked me out for coffee...n i said nope as usual...hmm...me n my big mouth..i told my colleagues...about this fren whois been pestering me to have coffee wif him...well..havent actually met him...an online fren...guess have known him for more then 5 years...well...even mohan...another fren of mine asks me to give him a treat...well...he's not that persistent...but will bring up the topic occasionally...well thachi...is another fren of mine...to bad...thachi n ajen are faraway..;)...well frequent mode of communications are via sms...i actually told my colleagues about saran....n they seemed much more interested to meet him n they are pestering me to meet him as well...gosh....

i dont mind...giving out details to da gals....but then i dont want saran to know about me either.....not now.....that means ...hmm..no more mystery...me n my mystery's...but hopefully one day i can meet 'em all...:)...hmm..but i cant meet most of them...they're faraway..overseas :(..mayb one day i will :)

kinda blurr...

kinda blurr...dunno wat i am doing in my new job scope...for all i know i am thrashing things here n there....hmm...got lots to learn alrite....well...i am still running here n there to solve problems....gosh...now i have to solve pending cases....lolzz...irukerathey seiya mudiley...ithuley innum veray thalaivali...well....at least i've got a job...n sum ppl are just in a much more lousy situation then i am ...so i'll shut it about da job....hehe

been at home da whole day...tmrw also off day guess the same thing.....everybody's bc...no one's coming for bowling...bleh!...see lah too bored means...am gonna go n play alone...who cares...as long as i get to play bowling :)...hmm...i was thinking...i got to do sumtin.....been looking at sum other job scopes...mayb by being a teacher or a cop?...god save the students n the public....hehehe

tired..

well this week has been quite interesting....went over wif suthen n kavi to play bowling...it was cool...though i got a hole in my pocket....well...who said playing bowling will be kinda cheap...hehe

ne ways...went over to wangsa melawati to have sum yong tow foo...feel kinda stuffed up....tired as well...hehe...ate too much...:)..well...hmm...bu akka...wanted to buy a car...second hand.....well...it was a new experience....hmm trade in n stuffs like that.....richard was with us...well...a good kid....iban boy...:)...got to know more about iban ppl from him...hmm..i forgot the iban lang that he taught me earlier...gosh...been a long time...since i updated my bloggie...duh!...

from next week...will be one of the senior staffs...well starting from tmrw...that means clearing backlogs...n my stress level is already kinda damn high...well...thats what i figured out....when i was in da stress management training....well i knew it all along...just confirmed it i guess...bleh!..well..wat the heck...have to deal wif it...now dont let the stress control yeah...yeah must control the stress...easier said then done...hehe :) ;)...or the best way..pack my bags n leave for a long holiday n find for a new job...hehe

have 2 find a new job...that's what i've been saying for god knows how long...n why am i not leaving....the whole process of finding a new job...n god knows wat kind environment i'll land into...just give me the freaks....i am paranoid!

little things...

got an e mail from my fren...hmm.. thought of pasting it in here...hmm...i dunno whois the writer though...

Little Things Mean Alot

Blow me a kiss from across the room,
Say I look nice when I'm not,
Touch my hair as you pass my chair;
Little things mean a lot,
Kneel with me at the side of the bed
Call me at six on the dot
A line a day when you're far away
Little things mean a lot

Don't have to buy me diamonds & pearls
Caviar, sables or such
I never cared much for diamonds & pearls
'Cause honestly, honey, they cost too much.
Give me your hand when I've lost my way
Give me your shoulder to cry on,
Whether the day is bright or is gray
Give me your heart to rely on!
Give me the warmth of a secret smile
To show me you haven't forgot
That always and ever, now and forever
Little things mean a lot.

gosh!

gosh! it's beem sumtime since...i wrote in here....well been sick for the past 3 days...first it was a sore throat...then flu....then fever...after that cough....was on mc on wed....didnt go to work...went to clinic...came back wif loads of medicines.....yucks....n then....got my periods as well...tiring....n am ok a bit now...just that my throat gets kinda itchy...n during that time....the coughs gets really bad.....duh!

tmrw morning have to go to work...am wondering how to answer calls..wif a toad voice...n hopefully...this itchy throat thing will go off...must drink lotsa warm water....hmm....havent gone to bed yet....been sleeping for the past three days...hehe...not feeling sleepy....ne ways...i'll add in more laterzz....