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Your Love Style Is... Shattered!

Come on have a little more faith in yourself. You are worthy of love and shouldn't be afraid to go for it! Don't let people of the opposite sex push you around, you are an awesome person and it's about time you realized this.

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Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!

You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!

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hmm....finally got myself to the pathlab...lolzz...havoc....guess didnt want to go to the pathlab...guess my eyes was all watery one hour before i even left the house....well...as alwiz...got scolding from dad....for being such a nuisance.....hehe....i couldnt helpt....well...accidentally my finger got slashed  whilst my mum was trying to cut da label from a hair clip...well i kinda thought i'll wear that clip...hmm..talk about a freak accident...both me n my mum didnt realise it....well bro got my finger plastered....hmmm...well...as i was already upset...i really didnt want to go to the pathlab...hmm..well..it was ok after a while...n went to the pathlab anyway....

hmmm..was scared shit...dad said no crying....i was...actually...i didnt wanna embarass myself....i just can't help it...all this hospital's n stuffs....i think...mayb it's just a bad memory...which doesnt want to go off...i really dunno wat it is...freaking shit stuff...hmm...well...held my dad's hand tightly...n suddenly there came this guy like an angel....he gave one look to my face...n then...he said...don't worry....took hold of my hand...asked me not to look n not to tense up myself....hmm...then the other guy took the sample...n then that angel...plastered my arm...wif a plaster....well...the ppl there didnt make fun of me...n that made things easier....n then dad said...it wasnt painful right...:)..well i know it's for my own good....but...it just seems so darn difficult...makes me wonder...watever will i do if i get involved in some kinda accident...mayb i wont even make it...duh!*paranoid*.....well...i guess...i had many angels around me yesterday...i thank them all with all my heart :).....thank you ...thank ...you thank you....:)

then ate from mum's hand yesterday...lolzz...the day was not that bad after all...:)...in a way...it was good i guess....though i was thinking wat's next...wat's next....soo many times yesterday...well...couldnt fall asleep....yesterday...went today as sloppy...as sluggish...n as deactivated as possible...went to pathlab like that too..bleh!....well...slept today...after work...hmm...sleeping n eating like a pig.....am good for nothing...well...i'll add sum more tmrw then....gd nite bloggie....:)

there goes......

there goes......my off day...hmm supposed to go wif my colleagues...to mandi mandi...near batang kali..coz most of us will be on our off day tmrw..i was keen to go...never go mandi mandi for a long long time....well been once only before...during school days...hmm....seems like this time no escaping dad...said must go to the pathlab...duh!...got a solding from dad today....aii..one of the days...of coz quarelling wif parents....hehe...i do that all the time...but sumtimes when i harbour all those feelings in me..one fine day it'll just blow up...n i'll be totally upset or angry.....not only....at home...normally i wont say much...just pent up my feelings all the time...n the outcome will be disastrous...hmm...

am trying to free myself from that...the pent up atti...certainly not benefial to myself..or fair to others either..in any way....am trying improve....emotional retention..aint good in any way...

Empty....

Empty....this empty feeling...it's getting worst...n...it's getting the best over me....n i let it....possess me....n bring me down to being a totally hopeless person.....duh!!!!.......hmm....guess...am having a very aimless life now...not knowing where to go...n wat to do....there was a sense of wat to do..wat to accomplish....some years ago....well....that was to finish my studies...did that...after that...hmm...didnt really feel like being a chemist....n landed in a job i was over qualified for n later on found a job which i was totally not qualified for..which i am still doing....gosh!!!!

hmm...even this job is annoying me...guess the prob is with me...not with anything else. or anyone else......so i thought i'll end the spell...by getting some books related to my current job n buckle myself up....either i do it or i dont dont...comprimising with situation n life itself... isnt sumtin new to me....mayb due to that...am i a happy go lucky person?...i dont know......n new things well...as a curious person some what it appeals to me...to get to know about it....though the job as a cust svc officer certainly....was not wat i was looking forward to...but on the longer term...to be well versed in this field..as a cust svc officer....n in the line of telecommunications n IT...well..there seems to be like a good future in it....well no pain no gain :)

gees.....my mind kinda scrambled for the time being...didnt go anywhere for the past two days...spent my off days at home...watching tv... sleeping n wat nots.....duh!....hmm...last week was splendid though...:)..n i ended up having a real pathethic nick on my msn n yahoo messenger.....yesterday...as alwiz....it reflects my mood...lolzzz....wat to do....a moody person like me...well am just a pain to everyone around me....a big fat pain!....geess....am a dead woman walking....aii....well.

time to change.....:)...got lots to do...n i hope...it's not all talk only...but no action...must be action pack....:)..talk n action...;)

well...

well...wat can i say......it was

 my b'day yesterday.....hmm...got sms'es...n calls.....kinda happy....hmm....so i thought i wanna spend sum time alone....the nearest place to go after work was klcc.....so i walked around.....well it was long journey for me yesterday...walked all the way to klcc....n then walked around in klcc...alas....when my legs....finally showed sum signs of tiredness....there wasno place to sit....i left my offcie early...n skipped my lunch....was surviving...drinking water....lolzzz...

had to...coz i need to leave early.....then....there were kids performing....lolzz...for songs like burung kakak tua n all that...reminded me of my school days....:)....walked around till i got tired... then was really really hungry.....went to kfc...iot was packed wif ppl..thought...i'll take away n eat sum where else....n it was raining heavily outside.....so i couldnt go out...or to the park.....well....other then those places....inside klcc was full of ppl....hmm..certainly no appetite to eat in a crowded place.....so i just drank my pepsi.....n brought back home the burger that i bought...hmm..brb

wonderful.....

wonderful.....had a wonderful day....:)....went out in da morning...met up wit sharmi n rajes......been a few months since i last saw them...had a wonderful day.....walked about in semua house......had sumtin to eat there n we went to mid valley....actually we're supposed to play bowling...but we actually...forgot bout it....we joked...talked...shopped....n walked till we were darn tired....lolzz....i cherish...da moments very much.....had a good time laughing...been sumtime....since i had such a good laugh...especially wif them....remembering back old memories...trying to remember old frenz...n incidents....;)

:)....nowadays most of us are bc...so it's a rare opportunity to be together like this...especially when me n rajes....have a shift basis job....hmm...guess tmrw....mayb i aint goin n e where tmrw...just wanna rest at home....am damn tired...but mayb due to da coffee n tea i took....well am still wide awake....well....hmm...guess when else we'll be able to meet.....hmm..commitments...:)...as we grow commitments grow as well....rajes drove us back...had a glimpse of bangsar...hmm..nothing much there actually...of coz...me n sharmi took separate LRT's to go back home.......lolzz...i even forgot to take lunch...n e ways...it was fun...hope to see em often though.....there's so much to do...so much to talk about...but geess....we just dont have the time *sigh*

boring....

boring....its chinese new year....working today...will be on off tomorrow....hmm..not much calls...got to say no calls..overhere....dunno wat to do...one of the boring days i guess....so thgt...i'll add a few words over here...called seetta today...n spoke to her...been ages.....wat to do...she sum where in the north...perlis...lolzzz.god knows when i'm gonna meet her.....of coz...yet to meet vivi....hehe

hmmm..thought of going out tmrw.....wif my parents....hmmm....if things are ok...i wanna go genting...or if not...guess i'll visit my cousin's :)....spend some time with them...n on friday i'll think of sumthing else......hmm...need to sped sum time alone....

well...suddenly earlier today had a slight bout of dizziness....of all things ...i dont wanna faint...been through it twice....hmm....well....took sumtin to eat....didnt take my lunch.....ate sum sweets...applied minyak cap kapak n watever...went up n down the stairs...watever as long as the  feeling went off....

hmm..so far so good....papum...

hmm...

hmm...gees...have the feeling to go out again...gosh...am i addicted to walking about or wat...hmm.....duh!well mayb the need to escape from everyhting for a while....lolzz....just me myself n i.....hmm....stuffed myself wif two buns...kinda full....work ends at 8...thought of ..well didnt take lunch...thought of pushing it later...wanna go back early n rest at home....my own slumberland......:)wif a break at 6.30pm...hehe

just nice..played ping pong as well...lolzz....in the office.....put the status away from desk n played ping pong...well not much calls..kinda cool....actually sweated a bit in an air condioned room...:)..not bad eh....i cant recall when i played ping pong last...guess i never played on da ping pong table...just smashed the ball onto the wall...n played like that i guess...:)...wat to do...mayb was not so interested in da games or wat..i dunno...but it was fun today...just playing for the sake of playing da game :)...destressing i should say.....

well...i'll leave ping pong at that....hmm...got soaked wet in the rain...whilst travelling back...*grumbles*....hmm..am at home now...kinda sleepy....monday will be havoc as usual...sunday is plain luxury...:)

unexpected...

unexpected...well lazing around da house as usual.....hmm...didnt go to the pathlab to do the additional tests.....dad was bc....lolzz...i didnt remind him either...hmm...i should have gone last year itself...its been sum months....n i kept on..delaying it...seems like...this time no delaying...guess i'll get a new medical check up..wif the additioanl tests...well..i know i am needle phobic...but its all in the mind.....got to set it properly....hmmm...so that i can take the tests....it's nothing actually.....just me being paranoid....*yucks*...embarassingly..

hmm....as i said....all my frens were bc.....suddenly got a call from my fren...she asked me out...i was like hell yeah...sure...we went around...sogo...semua house...n klcc...i actually...ate....nasi goreng... n soya bean...there...i was so stuffed up i cannot finish...the food...shima was like...finish it malathi....i was like...aiyoo...cannot lah....well...all that ice...in the soya bean drink...brought back my cough for a moment...duh!....was back home...around 9 sumtin...hmm....well not used to going out n coming back late...but i left the house around 6 so it wasnt that bad....informed my parents from time to time so that they wont be worried that much....:)....hmm....yeah...now am tired....shima did the shopping...n i was the one tired to drop....lolzz...plus...stuffed up as well....hmmm......am back home now....

tmrw work starting again....was restless for the whole week thinking  bout the pathlab...guess i'll sleep well tonite :)...work starting at 11am tmrw....bleh...most of my colleagues wanna go jalan-jalan...most probably to genting on monday n i cant join coz..i'll be working...they want me to come....i didnt apply for any annuals either...unless....if i take an MC....which...hmm...i dont think so i'll do it...bleh!....i really wanna go...:(....for some one who doesnt get this kinda opprtunities often....seems like it's just too bad that i cant join as well....with ppl whom i'd really like to spend sum time with...aii......

nothing much

nothing much.....been sleeping all this whole week...thats what i have been doing....sleeping....feel kinda tired....hmm...mayb i should go to sleep