Mystic

alrite

aiyooo.....wat did i write in here earlier....i'm supposed to edit not delete the darn thing...i cant remember wat i wrote in here...lemme recall...my god..i hate this.....why am i such a dimwit...god!....

hmm...yeah a colleague...got a new job...another colleague on leave...i am so darn bored...n  i am looking for a new job....this time seriously.......too much of routine work is just not good for health.....n why do i smile like an idiot...in my blogs....shouldnt i be grumpy or sad or something like that...guess i am really going nuts...smiling for no reason when u just shouldnt smile....*pathethic*......nowadays i smile a lot...all for the wrong reasons.....this is not good at all....wat i wanted to write in here is that...i just cant find any one when i need to talk to sum one badly...n when i do have some one to talk to...i just wont open my big fat mouth n talk...for god's sake!....hmmm...everybody has their own probzz...i reckon i shouldnt burden anyone wif mine...no matter how small or big it is....but sumtimes i just gotta talk....of coz....i dont want to burden my parents ...or other family members as they do have their own probzz...hmm...

mayb a nice little chat wif sum old frenz...thats what i am talking about i guess... :)....well bloggie.....if ur not here...pochilah...hmm....real thengapu to the corelah!...hmm....wat else...yeah i was talking to an old staff....an old colleague here...he came about...so i was browsing this job websites.....he asked me wat i wanted to do..i seriously didnt have a proper answer...well..of coz i told him i needed a change...n then he asked me...what r u waiting for....n i was thinking wat am i waiting for anyway?..worst come to worst or watever it is ....i wont know till i try...might as well give it a shot...wther i fall into a dungeon or not...i can alwiz pull myself up...but the prob is....as i am so used to earnng each month...if sum thing goes wrong....well...lets see...i simply cant ditch my commitments...the whole hassle of being jobless ...n etc etc...just doesnt go down that well...hmm...okies...i'll be a bit optimistic....i'll give it a shot..wat the heck....

hmm...now i must get myself.....push myself...to do something about myself....:)...see smiling again....kadavuley....ppl can say this n that...but the final decision depends on me....for every action...there is an equal and opposite reaction...hmm...i am responsible for my actions n i am responsible...on which path i should take...guess its time for me to shake up a bit...n just make up my mind on wat i want to do...or just go around and experiment on a trial n error basis....n find out...talking has alwiz been easy...but to practice it...hmm....well wish it was as easy as talking...:)...duh ...i did it again!....n wat else....

hmm..i dunno wat else to write in here...kinda pissed off that the earlier version went off..erghh.....now the originality of this blog has been tampered with by none other then me myself! malathi...ur such a mess.....messy mess.....why cant u do something rite...?hmm....*smacks her head* *grow up n wake up malathi*...bye bye bloggie...write pannenathu pothum.....approma edit pannikelam....illathi appediya vitrulam.......

wat da...

wat da...asyik merapu tak tentu pasal...cheh!*smacks her head*...well feeling not so bad rite now....hmm...manasey seri illey....yen theriley....hmm....*scratches her head*.......wat is happening to malathi....*shakes her head*.....pathethico.com.my...thats what is happenin......aiyoo......kadavuley.......kadavuley......neramey seri illey.....*sure thach will say sumtin to tiz...wonders...*.....hehehe

well.....on my luxury time now...hehe dinner...i dunno wat to write in herelah....rusted brain cells just dont want to cooperate wif me......erghh.....*rolls her eyes*....n *rolls her eyes* again.....okies okies....too much eye rolling....then mata go juling...susah pulak......lah.....ape nak jadi....ape nak jadi...wahai malathi...aaa....kan dah mula nyanyi pulak....aii...okies before i go crack.com.my....reckon i should just shut it...n go back to...my work anywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............

anger.....

anger.....why o why....sum time ago not so long ago....there was a gal..called malathi...lolzz...now..this malathi never gets angry...goody goody gal...so everybody masak sambal belacan on her head....one fine day..malathi was thinking wat to do about her predicament....so she decided to train herself...to get angry...*kinda stupefying i know*...so...i got my classes whenever i go online.....hmm....where else to pick up fights if not online...hehe.....

well...nowadays...i get angry all rite...for the smallest,silliest....stupidest things....sumtimes i feel i cant control it nowadays....sumtimes i am even shocked at my own temperament..mayb its all those pent up feelings all these years.....but i know....i mean i can sense it i am losing it....now n then...n when things get out of hand...its an ugly sight...i guess no one wanna be near me at that time...sometimes there's so much of rudeness......resentment...but sumtimes just stony silence...that ought to send the message..*stay away*.....that i am just not in my coolest moments.......n being angry....its just like crying.....emotionally unstable....mentally...clogged...feeling............most of the times i'll just keep my mouth shut...coz i know...times like this...nothing nice will ever come out from my mouth anyway....gees a grumpy....cold eyed..serious...moron...doesnt sound so nice...does it?....eeeee..spooks me... well ...am a  serious freak...anyways...guess doesnt make much difference...

hmm...mayb i should just change my job...its just like adding salt to injury nowadays...hmm...i lost my temper three times today...but somehow..a cust called in...something didnt go well...so he started blazing off..wif all the wonderful words that he can find at that moment...he wanted to speak to the other staff he spoke earlier too....kept my cool...though i was rather annoyed....hmm...spoke to the other staff...discussed wif him n transferred the call....went for a walk...had a drink...n after a while a fren called me...she told me...the customer u spoke to a while ago...mr.x ...apologised...for being so rude.....i was like what?...well..boy i couldnt believe my ears...hehe..

but anyways ...got pissed for no reason at work today.....a few times....went back home n got pissed wif my parents...finally...i just shut my mouth n went to sleep...a very tiring day...had to do OT coz not much ppl will be working when most of the staffs buka puasa....n tmrw will be hell i guess....sure lotsa calls...now i am wide awake....had dinner....n still am awake...

i am totally lost...i feel so lost...i think....mayb i should hit the sack again...n keep my temrper at check at all times....okies there's light at the end of the tunnel....for now there is  no electricity...so there is no light....hehe....sum time soon...there'll be sum light alrite...wat else....

o yeah....on my way back home....it seemed like it was gonna rain...quite heavy i guess.....so there was thunder.... the amount of light...each time...i was thinking there's gonna be a thunder strike....i was standing on the road...waiting for my dad to buy thosai....i looked up at the sky..n i was thinking..wat if there was a thunder strike..just one...right at my direction.......u know.....u neva know...n thats it...gone...RIP...but the force of the thunder..the sound...the light.....well...we cant defy nature can we?...well.....i went back home...had my thosai...n dozed off...temporarily...hehe

i spent 12 hours in front of my office pc today.....tired....here  i am typing my blog...hmm....i'll leave it...n continue tmrw....i've got a whole week of pathetic night shifts.....i'll save it for tmrw...bye bye my dear bloggie.....see u another day..wif another crappy story...as long as its out of my head.........

off day-2

hmm...now...here comes the end of my off day....:)..tmrw managed to change shift...but the rest of the week...aii...i couldnt i guess..have to work at nite....such a bore!

n i didnt touch that book either....no mood at all...hmm...been watching sum interesting segments in tv...bout alternative med's and yoga excercises and meditations n things like that...kinda interesting....am looking forward to another segment...guess its by swami parathasaraty.....if i am not mistaken that is......its called life in focus...i mean i saw the adv so many times i guess the lines got stuck in my head....he'll go something like "living is an art.... a technique.... a skill....must ppl jump into living....without learning the art the technique or skill...etc etc."

hmmm...come to think about it....everything seems to be an art a technique or skill...be it cooking....applying make up....dressing...working....and even living :)...hope i can catch the show...curious to know whats it all about.....other then that nothing much i guess...must rise up early tomorrow....well thats all my blog ;)...c ya tmrw.....hope i have lots to write tmrw.....

off day - 1....

well nothing nothing much today...hmm yesterday didnt go out wif frenz...cancelled plan..hmm...well today nothing much...saw a movie...actually twice...."phone booth" rather interesting...no soapy love story....etc etc...its just a guy...n a phone booth n the story evolves around it....he get's into trouble when he gets a call....n the caller ....wif a husky cold ...kinda chillin emotionless voice....lolzzz....traumatised ...the fella....kinda interesting....n the line in the movie...i cant remeber much...guess it gous like this..."its kinda funny,when the phone rings...we dont know who is calling,but it has to be answered...it has to be answered"....something like that i guess...

hmm...guess finally today i'll finish reading that classic book....ermm hopefully...i'll add up sum more tonite...

my day......

hmm....well yesterday ...after work....i just slept....for god knows how long...guees nearly 4 hours...hmm....then woke up...n slept back later in the nite....around 2 am...but...i had a terrible sleep pattern...guess i lost count on how many times i woke up startled....duh!....its kinda pathetic...when all i want is a sound sleep....aii..

well its my lunch time again....hmm..kinda last day of work...tmrw i'll b on off again :)...tats the best part...n tmrw...have to pay the dentist a visit...hmm..wonder if they had prepared my denture or not...guess..i;ve been waiting for so long i'm kinda used to the old denture....hehe..though...its rather uncomfortable o wear....just kinda used to it i guess...

hmm..have applied for a few jobs...the other day applied to spa too...after a few of unsuccessful page cannot be displayed attempts on the web....guess that happened last year....this time...i guess it was ok...n there was a confirmation that my application went through...not bad i thought...well...this time the application went through n i got a letter too...not bad my blog :)....

wat else my dear blog....hmm...yeah must reduce spicy foods....kinda feel like an overheated oven  nearly burning down....all my internal organs.....the other day...when i ate ....this sambal...lolzz...i didnt know it'll be that spicy....but it was super duper delicious lah.....of coz....i still have the after affects of eating it ;)......

hmm...my colleagues wanna go out after work tonite...just planned to have dinner...i dunno how things will go...welll...my lunch time gonna end soon....hmm...just had a walk around the office....sum one has a delicious piece of cake photo...as a screen saver...nyam nyam.....

well i'll add sum more tonite...see u later my freaky blog...:)

:).......sluggish

:)..sluggish.....wat can i say...feel rather sluggish....lolzz...tired n sleepy...hmm...i think the first thing i'm gonna do when i go back home will be to sleep....:)...of coz....i guess i think i know why i am feeling all so sluggish n stuff like that ..hmm....mayb only...i still dunno...whats the actual reason...mayb am juz a lazy pig.........well i had a look back at my medical report....which i refused to take..........hmm.....well...my dad actually had to force me to take it....hehe....something like drag me all the way to hospital for that...hehe....hmm..well the doc has asked me to come back again...hmm...well i was supposed to go last month...am still in the process of going....hehe

the other day my parents went for check up...n the doc informed my parents...asked me to come over...n i am still in the process of going...duh!...i hate hospitals!...well my haemoglobin count is low...hmm..not so low...a bit i guess...so probably i am having a moderate microcystic hypochromic anemia ...suspected wif a thallasemia trait and or having iron deficiancy....according to the blood film analysis..well where did i get this...the report of courselah! ..so guess... have to go for further analysis to know which is which....seems like its all so interelated ....dunno which is which....hmm...mayb thats the reason i am sluggish or wat i dunno......is that why i have grey hair too...hmm...!

man....i hate needles...mayb am having sumkinda terrible phobia to needles or sumthing...che...need some counselling :)...well...kinda afraid to go to hospital again.....well this time.....its a clinic....hmm...kinda scary...i'll just go all pale...just like a living ghost...eventhough they only take out a lil bit of blood...mayb the fear...kinda feel like an idiot...but i cant help it....just go all pale like a livin ghost....hehe...most of the time i'll be like..i neeeeed waterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...or sweets...hmm..guess coke will do..hehe..everytime...i had to give some blood for tests....pathethic!....most of the time just dizzy...everytime i hear the word...needle...n they had to suck some blood out..i'll be like....pah...i'm dead...hehe!

..seems like my dad's gonna drag me  to the hospital.again...aiyoo...good lord!

aiyooo...why am i being so paranoid today..duh....i hate this.....wanna go back home :(.....

fatigue.....

fatigue.....felt so tired....somewhat sick......the whole.....day actually......couldnt wait to go back.....well....took some rest at home...now am ok.....:)....well there's been lotsa calls...assumed this whole week will be like that...night shift....seems worst....well...hmmm...a colleague of mine got a job some where else....though i feel happy for her....well some what i feel sad too...that a fren is leaving...:(....well if the prospect is better...its better to leave....diff enviro...diff challenges ...diff ppl....

somewhat or not...i guess i know why i feel tired nowadays....or have alwiz been like that actually...some what or rather...i think so i know why....hmm...hmm...have been reading some articles.....so i think i'll read more....coz i have nothing better to do these days....have a thought of continuing studies...but then again...guess i'll get a stable job....n mayb....if time n tide permits...i'll continue....mayb this time....based on something that i've alwiz been intrested in.....:)...hehe...papum......guess i need to sleep...n have some rest....

:)

wat can i say..nothing much actually...pretty well....stayed at home...watched tv....read not one but two papers...hmm..ate nicely...well ...tmrw its back to work....hmm..next week will be back to night shift...*pathetic*...hehehe....hmm...other then that...there are other things in my mind currently...which i am just not prepared to write ...yet...

well...i'll save my ramblings...for now...:)...tmrw is yet another day....if all is well...i shall continue tmrw ....

upset.....

upset.....well of coz i argue wif my parents n my bro's  now n then...after that i'll feel stressed up...but then things will go back to normal....sometimes i feel watever i do...is never good enough.....hmm...i dunno wther its just me or ppl around me...i cant understand ppl or ppl cant understand me!..sometimes i just feel so sick n tired of trying to understand others...by reactions...way of life....etc etc... but...most of the time...no one seems to understand me...the prob is...even i couldnt understand myself...:)....guess no one cares...unless those who r close to me..other then that...hmm...aii...mayb am not a good child after all.....just a spoilt lil brat...

actually....i was thinkin bout this...n suddenly...so many things came to my mind...felt so stressed up...sometimes i feel....  depressed..   then&nb sp;again....i just stood there in front of the mirror...n i felt...i can just flip some segments of my life....nowadays i feel i dont give 100% in watever i do....actually i dont seem to care about anything...kinda bad hopeless feeling...i mean...i  cant even cry...i was like ...a good cry will be ok...i felt like crying .....just had that...all time low feeling...of coz i had an argument wif my dad...earlier....after a while all this things came to my mind..i mean a lot of   things came to mind  later&nbs p;...n my heart felt so heavy thought i'll just  have a good cry..but then nothing ...  wass moody for some time........  lolzz...after sum time...i was ok....  joked around wif my bro's n all...then today am back to normal....hehe...temporary disagreements now n then.....of coz...what can u expect from a nasty kid like me....;)...i was thinking i need to talk to someone..or get it out from my head yesterday...but i had no mood to write....or talk to any one anyways....lolz pathetic me.....so here i am rambling bout this....well i actually had so many things...on my mind...i think....now i cant remember some of it....getting old na....*aii*......my god...such a scramled up thought.....gess..reminds me of scramled egg....me n food...nyam nyam....okies my blog...i'll leave yeah in peace for  now............:)

what da...

what da...i cant rememeber if i wrote his down...in here....but i think two or three weeks ago...i got an sms from a fren of mine...my schoolmate.....well sometimes a bunch of us do meet now n then....well..i guess the last time i met sok lai....was in jasimah's wedding this year.....hmm...there were a few of us there...kinda nice meeting some of them...:)....she told me she was going to go to pakistan to continue her research ...for her masters thesis....well...she wants to do a phd...n god knows wat else...:)...but lil did i know she was going to get married....

i mean that sms 2 or 3 weeks ago went something like this....i am on my way to the airport to pakistan.....n i got married yesterday.....hmm....well i was...hmm..kinda shocked?....i was like what?....she was like it all happend so fast.....aiyoo....mayb she's just pulling my legs.....

hmmm...yesterday kinda remembered bout this...n i informed another fren..sharmi.....she was like...what?...when did this happen...hehe....welll we've just got to wait for lil sok lai to come back dont we....*evil laugh*....well as long as she is happily married.....the best part is....somehow...me ...sharmi n sok lai.....n on the last weeks before i left form 5 i came to know sharmi was my kindergarten school mate...waaaahhh....peculiarly...we....studied..in the same field...though the uni's diff...lolzz.....n another fren told me she's going for some youth meeting...dunno if she's back...in the email that she sent over before she left...she asked for my add....i mean for everyone's add....hmm...mayb she's gonna get married too ;)...okies okies....my lunch is gonna end soon....

well...

o well....the whole thing went missing....just great!....well wat was it...yeh...manasey seri illey for the past one week...no mood to write at all....pah!...well wat did i do...fought wif a cust...fought wif the lady who recorded my calls...guess she'll monitor me for the whole week or god knows for how long.....hmm...losing my temper very fast these days....mayb  makan cili too much... i mean....seriously....aii....

then went out wif sum of my frenz...coz an old colleague dropped by to visit us...waah...stuffed myself up....hehe...it was nice...meeting her after sum time....:) and the best part was....there was a fair in mid valley megamall...last week....sum wedding fair....i wanted to go...but me...being the great lazy bum...didnt go...hmmm..the funny thing was an old fren of mine recognised my bro'...n she was like ur malathi's bro na.....waah....i guess its been more then 13 years since i last met her and she can still recognize my bro...hmm....he's the youngest n e ways ....n when my bro came back n told me about her...i couldnt recall at all....

but when i received her sms the other day...i kinda remembered her.....it feels nice to know when sum one remembers u...especially after such a long time...i mean the last time i saw her was when i was 12....and after that....nothing....n all of a sudden...her name...rang a bell...:)

hmm....wat else....yeah...something bad happened.....two young boys passed away...they're from my neighbourhood....it was due to accident....and one boy died on the spot and another in the hospital...one day after the other and both were friends....hmm....one boy was trying to avoid a car as the owner stopped to use his/her  h/p...aii....opened the door slightly to get the signal....and the boy tried to swerve only to be hit by an oncoming car and another boy...rammed on to a wall......well.......the pillion survived....we never know when an accident might occur....when it does...it might just be sheer luck to survive....or...its just fated....

talking bout accidents..n driving in KL city......malaysian drivers/riders are a bunch of menace especially in KL! seriously...most of them...u cant blame all....they're sum nice ppl too like alwiz.....white collar ...blue collar....educated or not.....when they're behind the wheels...they're just a bunch of barbarians.....no signals....drive af if it is their fathers road....and....the annoying part is...fine if u speed on the highway......kancils?...hmm its kinda worrying sumtimes that this kancil owners are trying their best to overpower bigger cars...that it just frightens me....they might just swerve to the other road...n create a big mess...or go turtle or wat not on the road.....modified or not....at high speed...i just dont think...its easy not easy....unable to control..that car......menace..but speeding....on normal roads....housing areas...near school compounds? sick ppl.....okies everybody makes mistakes....thats why we have accidents.....sometimes things cant be helped...that i understand no matter how much we try to avoid it....i mean if it has to happen it happens....that cant be helped....but seriously.....

hmm....no signals,the ideal place to park will be at sharp bends whereby its too late to see the parked car if ur coming in high speed, no such thing as giving way....civid mindness? plzzz....its all kiasuism to the core.....or machiavelian theory modified....its like i dont care how i am going to get there....i'll get there as fast and furiously i can..even if i have to ram a few cars and killl a few ppl.....pathethicto the core!!!!!!..o yeah no honking....ppl wont give u way even if u put signal...cause all want to win lottery by reaching home ten minutes early.....i guess one of these days ppl wont even know or bother... if they knock down their own family members and be the cause of their deaths...thats something to ponder.....the worst....stopping as and when they wish to use their h/p,swerving left n right....well sumtimes i'll be thinking their drunk....only to know they're using their h/p...aii...

fast n furious....fine...no prob.....as long as u plan to die....i dont give a shit....but...u just dont have the right to jeopardize another's life......right!...i mean...for instance....just in case i felt like i cant drive today...might as well i dont drive....there are ample of public transports or  watever alternatives availab le.....no matter how hard we try we cant just bring back dead ppl....of coz ...if the driver wants to commit suicide...for gods sake there are so many other ways to do so....eee...menace.....

its ok to rush if there is an emergency...just one look at the drivers face will just tell yeah...but normally...we dont do that..where got timelah :).....we just have this instinct kinda thing which i guess ppl just shut it off when their on the road....n there's no such thing as no time....its how u manage time...if ur late...u'll have to pay for the consequences not others...others will be rushing for business deals n work n all that...why are ppl rushing...to make money...why ppl make money...for the ppl that the love...if this ppl die in acccidents...wat will happen to their family?....hmm...might as well....ppl just dont rush into things and take one thing at a time...aiyoo bus drivers...how many times i've been in a metro bus....the bus speeding in the first lane...that spells out terror...i think a tyre burst will mean....like saying...hello to heaven or hell...o yeah...accident victims...ppl just stand there watching....most of them wont even come out to help...but i dont blame them too...especially late night hours when there are cases that robbers plot....to attack car drivers or what not...with that kinda situation...but on a general term....ppl just wont help...some one can actually bleed to death...but there are other reasons to i guess...an injured person cant just be moved around...u've got to have sum expertise...n accidents means cops n such...mayb ppl just want to stay out of trouble...but..to think...it will cause a life....hmm...seriously my own first aid skils is pathetic...i seriously do not know what i'll do if i spot an injured person....what more a person with  blood phobia like me..aii...:(......actually..i've witnessed a bad accident..lets cut a long story short.....i couldnt handle it...i mean that guy was just motionless...n the first thing that struck my head was....is that he's dead....i suspected a broken neck...because of his position on the ground..n there was blood....i knew i couldnt take it....n i knew....i dont want to be another person to be cared for...i searched high n lo....n found sum ppl...to get that guy to the hospital....well that guy was pronounced...dead anyways....i got to know the following day...a young lad...n this whole thing happened right in front of my hostel....if not...imagine i was sumwhere lese.... i seriously dont know what i would have done....mayb call 999?

there's this circuits in sepang n all that...might as well they bring their cars,motorbikes,buses,lor ries( sakit kepala) and wat nots and race their heart out..u know the schumacher wannabe's......or .....show off dingoman show......okies if they insist....they wanna use the highways n such...they shouldnt jeopardize another's life....is there such a thing in the first place....i thnik nobosy follow spees limits?...well...from now on...no more talking lah....we've already got handycam,hp wif cam n wat nots....if ppl are just gonna be a big mess on the road.....well we'll just have to do some ...ahem.....shooting n send it over to TV stations....if they dont wanna accept fine...we alwiz have e mails....and attachments to fall back to...(*evil laugh*)..silent killer squad......internet....

.even if i do make any mistakes in the near future....ermm if i ever drive a car in KL thats is....well i just hope i wont be a barbaric monster too...n i wont get my photo snapped...splashed on the headlines....*barbaric on the loose*....hehe.....talk about free publicity....now its about time to have some ego cum atti thrashing and kiaisuism crashing on the road campaign! transports are supposed to make our life easier...easier to commute from one place to another....but nowadays i think its more like booking a one way ticket to hell....n pedestrians.....what can i say...they alwiz assume that the driver behind the wheel will hit on the brake right on time to give them way..what if he/she hit on the oil/gas pedal?  bye bye adios sayonara?......not to mention motor acrobats...swerving left n right....wif their motorbikes.......right in the middle of the fast lane...plzlah....if u have superbike lain ceritalah....but kapcai means asking for trouble na......kapcai kereta on the fast lane....hmm...but then again...i guess..if the driver in front does not want to budge or doesnt realise there is no harm....to peacefully overtake the driver n continue wif our own speed...following the speed limit on the highways na....actually some give n take policy on the road...will go a long way...in a apositive note.........

well at the end of the day....life?...its just a big question mark.....*sigh* my lunch time finish already...:(

editing again :)...the worrying part is as if it is not enough the crime rate is going skyhigh...the accident rate is plain pathetic...especially involving motorcyclists....teenagers...hmm....its just kinda sad....when things like this happen...how much hope their parents n their loved ones would have had....i know somethings are not in our hands...but we should try our best to the last na...especially if we can avoid it....hmm.....we've got good roads over here....i just cant understand....mayb i've just got to insure myself..u neva know what might happen next.....if anything goes wrong.....at least i wont leave ppl around me with nothing.....i have a lot of hopes and some commitments..to myself n my family....:)...now even if i have to leave abruptly...i mean die or something like that.....the thought that i have had left something behind...will just make me feel glad when i am upstairs...:)

aiyoo i am just being paranoid n stressed up!....aiyooo.......need to R.I.P!

practically....

nothing to write...practically....my off days..just went off like ...that...hmm...a colleague of mine...taught me how to use this friendster stuff....seems like an interesting way to find back old frenz...erm...i wonder will they be friendstering too..hmm...watever it is...i'll leave it as it is for now...lemme think...hmm...how come no mood to write aii...well watever it is...am waiting for this weekend....a fren of mine has promised to meet..:)...now...hmm...if all goes well..mayb i'll...check wif sum other colleagues n c how things goes....

other then that..its back to work...tmrw bleh!...well ate too much today....guess i'll have things to write tmrw.......

wat can i say.....

wat can i say.....today ....it was just a simple day...nothing much done....just work....well...feel rather sleepy today...my colleagues...made me laugh so much....till i actually....well if i could just have rofl...i might have done that....hehe...

of coz....they say i make 'em laugh too.....hehe....we joked about...and i became the 'self claimed' clown of the group....kwang kwang kwang....:)...well tmrw...if nothing goes wrong...guess i'll ask the guys to play a song or two...it shld be nice ...well wonderful i guess...:)...well yeah.the lady's probzz...hmm..somehow managed to get it to the billing dept's attn....hopefully she wont be calling tmrw finding for me....hehe.....well before that i'll try to get some solutions....hmm....

lets see how things go...saw an interestin website today..read some interesting articles...but...well...guess not in a good mood to write today...:)...